Buenos Aires

Yesterday at dinner, my host mom asked me if I had faced any discrimination during my semester in Buenos Aires. At first, I was a bit surprised that she asked, and then I immediately started thinking through the list of experiences I’ve had here because of my race. The answer I gave her was that I had not faced outright discrimination, but there has been a lot of curiosity. 

As I mentioned in my pre-departure blog, one of my main concerns was adapting to a predominately white city and IES Abroad cohort. As one of only two black students in my program of 32 students, I felt like I was back in high school, once again being the minority in classrooms and my city. So while this was something I had experience with, coming to Buenos Aires from an HBCU in Atlanta meant that I had a lot of adjusting to do. However, I found it fairly easy to establish a good group of friends and get along with most of the students. In addition to my core friend group, I also found a lot of comfort in talking to other ethnically diverse students in my program who felt some of the same things I did. Though I can only speak to my experience, I think you’ll find that most students who want to study abroad have an open mind to people from different cultures, backgrounds, and ethnicities. So even if you find yourself in a situation like mine, you should be able to connect with someone. 

Now, for my experience with the locals. The saying that there are no black and brown people in Argentina is false. However, the upper-middle-class neighborhoods that study abroad students live in are indeed predominately white. This context might explain why, on my very first day in Buenos Aires, an older woman felt that it would be okay to touch my hair without so much as a hello. I came into the semester expecting an experience like that, but could not believe that it happened within the first 5 hours of my semester abroad. Luckily, my host mom was with me and quickly diffused the situation. After that, I don’t remember another profoundly uncomfortable experience until I went to Peru, where I encountered several people asking to take pictures with two other black women who were also just tourists themselves. Little did I know that the same thing would happen to me about a month later in Argentina. 

A few weeks ago, I visited a town a couple of hours outside of Buenos Aires called San Antonio de Areco. My friends and I visited to see their annual gaucho tradition day, which overall is an event I would recommend. Right as we were about to leave, a man came up to us (me and my four white friends) and asked to take a picture, but only with me “por la raza” (for the race). I was taken aback, and while two of my friends stayed to tell him why that was not okay, the other two ushered me away from the situation. About two minutes later, a bird pooped in my hair, and my friends also helped me pick it out. It was an interesting day, but it was that day that made me realize how important it is to surround yourself with supportive friends, even ones that may not look like you. 

These, among others, were the incidents that were going through my head when my host mom asked me that question. I answered that there was more curiosity than discrimination because I had not personally been the victim of being shut out or persecuted in Argentina, though I have heard of that happening to others. My run-ins with this racial curiosity and the stories of other study abroad students, however, influenced my academic research, and my professors at IES Abroad welcomed that. In my Spanish class, I wrote a chronicle on my experience with locs in Argentina and exploring the cultural appropriation of white people with locs (surprisingly, there are a lot of them here.) I was able to present that research at the IES Abroad Buenos Aires Simposio, and it will be published!

All in all, I think that being a young black woman enhanced my study abroad experience because my identity forced me to think about everything from museum displays to dinner conversations in a different context. If you are a black student at an HBCU or PWI, I highly suggest taking the leap to study abroad. Though the road was a little bumpy, this journey has positively influenced my life, and if you have any further questions, feel free to contact me, my dm’s are always open (@pheonixnotarizona on Instagram.)

During my study abroad journey, I have become a blogger, aspiring Instagram guru, and olive oil connoisseur. None of these titles were anticipated evolutions and only one is something that I would have believed could be me a year ago. 

At the end of my last semester before coming abroad, I was afraid about all that I might miss on my campus, so I knew that maintaining a connection to Spelman would be very important for me. As all of my Buenos Aires cohort can tell you, I love Spelman College very deeply. In fact, it was this love for Spelman and desire to stay connected that encouraged me to apply to be an IES Abroad Correspondent. I knew that I was skilled as a writer, but I didn’t think that my personal ideas as an undergraduate would be worthy of posting on anybody’s website. Then, because I wanted to be accessible to more of my Spelman community, I decided to go out on a limb and apply to be a Social Media Correspondent as well. Now, this venture was going to be challenging. My feelings toward Instagram have always been tinged with a bit of fear and doubt. Fear that I might start thinking less of myself because of all the beautiful people I follow or that what I posted wouldn’t be well received. Doubt that I had the ability to take quality pictures or that the positive comments on my posts were genuine. Even with the fear and doubt that came with my use of social media, I was optimistic that being a Correspondent could help turn that around. 

As is happens, my Correspondent journey has greatly enhanced my study abroad experience. Because I know that I have to write about my life abroad, I have been much more mindful about everything that I do which has, in turn, helped me savor every moment. Usually, when I travel I try not to be “that girl” that wastes everyone’s time trying to get the perfect picture. However, taking pictures with posting as a Correspondent in mind has helped me bring out a creative side of me I didn’t know I had. While not everything I post on Instagram is for my Correspondent position, just using the app more has opened me up to new ideas. My favorite Instagram activity has been my #bonnetchronicles in which I take a picture in all of my travel destinations with the bonnet that Spelman Student Government Association made as giveaways last year when I was a member of the board. The #bonnetchronicles sometimes feel a little silly, but for me, it has been a fun way to assert my appreciation for everything unique and beautiful about Spelman College. 

When I first lept out of my shell and became more active on social media, my college friends were shocked by this “new person” they were seeing on Instagram. In my head, however, I felt that I was just being the most carefree version of myself. It was then that I realized that the college campus I love so much had also caused me to settle into the introverted part of my personality that I don’t like. When I got to Spelman freshman year, I was suddenly surrounded by a lot of big and beautiful personalities, and I struggled to see where mine could fit in. Instead of working to really figure this out, I allowed myself to crawl into my meek shell, even keeping quiet around my closest friends for about a year. Even though I love being at Spelman, being in Buenos Aires has allowed me to find myself again and open my full personality to my community back home and in Argentina. Audre Lorde, an activist queer woman of color once said: “If I didn't define myself for myself, I would be crunched into other people's fantasies for me and eaten alive.” During my first two years of college, I was defining myself based on the people around me, but being a Writing and Social Media Correspondent abroad has revolutionized my outlook. Now, I have begun defining myself for myself; I am a blogger, aspiring Instagram guru, and for fun, an olive oil connoisseur who is also living her best life abroad and optimistic about what is to come.  

P.S. if you'd like to keep up with my Instagram journey and the #bonnetchronicles, follow me @pheonixnotarizona